Learning to Really Love Roshini
Well Thank you everyone who was at the session last week.
To fill those of you in the ones that were not there. I discovered during the session last week why i have always had a problem believing that men could like me. the reason is only because i did not like myself as in Roshini. Roshini had always thought that she was not likable and this has been deeply ingrained in her thru the countless amounts of rejection over the years in this area.
She is super confidant when it comes to work and super confidant when it comes to meeting new people but when it comes to guys and one more thing sales, she becomes afraid. I think the core of her fear is the fear of rejection. She is just afraid that people would not like her. She is always caught up on making the right impression, on saying the right things and doing the right things so that people would love her.
So when people do like her for who she is she questions it. I never knew she had this problem until i took a closer look at her. I feel that since H20 appeared in her life she has had the apportunity to improve herself so much because of how she feels around him.
She is learning to love herself now. In the mornings she takes a good look at herself in the mirror and tells herself she is beautiful. When her friends tell her she is pretty, she lets herself believe in it. She knows she cant believe 100 % that she is pretty till she looses more weight, hence the RPM :) but she also enjoys it.
She no longer thinks too much before asking H2O anything being afraid that she might say the wrong things. She tries her best not to analyze his responses in a negative manner and she is letting go. she realizes that he would and should love her for who she is if he really is the one. and if he isnt that is okie too . But she is gonna stop harping on it. she is not gonna ask him out as ofen. she is not gonna keep on messaging him.She knows that he knows she likes him and he has to make a choice.She does not wanna be as available and she is willing to wait for him to come around. And he will because she is an amazing person.
Okie over and out.. Awesome week ahead.. Sai force one will be awesome :)
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