Clear Directions
Drifter... that is how i would describe myself all these years, until today... I had been so unhappy these pass few days. Looking at the days ahead of me here at HP i was scared , bored and generally demotivated. In fact even today, BABA's birthday ... the best day in the whole year i woke up glum because of the thought of going to work. Nothing could cheer me up. As i sat there at bhajans, this morning I thought what is it im doing here at HP, how is anything that im doing effecting anyone's life in any big way. Sure the Job paid more that Commerce Life, sure there is more international exposure, but how am I changing any ones life... how is what im doing matters to random people on the street. How is my work service.. And then i realised. its nothing. It does not mean anything but money. That is the reason i was so so unhappy.
As I sat there i realised that yes everything happens for a reason and that my being here has to have a bigger meaning if not only to tell me for sure that i was on the wrong path and that i am the sort of person that needs to matter. So this is the plan i came out with ...
1.Gonna get back into Conservation Management, with most probably prudential assurance
2. Develop and settle Comfort Zone
3. Once Comfort Zone is up and runnning and of course making money, then ill quit my Job and start teaching in Sai School.
That is the plan im gonna follow. So now i just need to fnd the right time to leave. THe QUESTION NOW IS WHEN ??
Drifter... that is how i would describe myself all these years, until today... I had been so unhappy these pass few days. Looking at the days ahead of me here at HP i was scared , bored and generally demotivated. In fact even today, BABA's birthday ... the best day in the whole year i woke up glum because of the thought of going to work. Nothing could cheer me up. As i sat there at bhajans, this morning I thought what is it im doing here at HP, how is anything that im doing effecting anyone's life in any big way. Sure the Job paid more that Commerce Life, sure there is more international exposure, but how am I changing any ones life... how is what im doing matters to random people on the street. How is my work service.. And then i realised. its nothing. It does not mean anything but money. That is the reason i was so so unhappy.
As I sat there i realised that yes everything happens for a reason and that my being here has to have a bigger meaning if not only to tell me for sure that i was on the wrong path and that i am the sort of person that needs to matter. So this is the plan i came out with ...
1.Gonna get back into Conservation Management, with most probably prudential assurance
2. Develop and settle Comfort Zone
3. Once Comfort Zone is up and runnning and of course making money, then ill quit my Job and start teaching in Sai School.
That is the plan im gonna follow. So now i just need to fnd the right time to leave. THe QUESTION NOW IS WHEN ??
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