U had A Bad Day.....

I think i had a brain concussion this whole week.Yesterday as we were doing arathi together in the centre( me and my urban family) i realised... it dawned upon me how lucky i was and all this whining to swami, about not getting "love" sounds like a spoilt child who has been pampered by her parents just asking for more and more... I mean lets think about it. I have the best family... who okie we constantly fight with each other ... but we make up so quick u don realise it... yeah and it takes thava mama onli a few drinks to start dancing with me... :) i have a great bunch of extreemly surportive friends.. many of you who have listened to my whining bout preman this whole week... can't believe i tortured u guys soooo sooooo much.. all of you.. As ia did arathi with sham , kams and divan yesterday... i felt swami's grace pouring down on us and it really feels like we are siblings... the house and all its occupants is a real gift tht He bestowed on me, sham being the bigest of gifts... My whole life has changed by living with her.

Coz of her, i joined the prime trainers.... because of her i have a job here at HP.... truely swami she is your gift to me...

I am also greatfull for my other friends... who took my itsy bitsy tiny problem and magnified it with me to mope with me ... and make me feel better... Sumi and julie for knocking in some hard nails and also Suresh and FUng siang who kept on Giving me the guy perspective about stuff...
and lai sin who offered to do anything that will make me feel better.To shamini akka who gave me work to keep me sane and distracted...

But most of all to u swami for showing me that at least all hope is not lost... he might be taken but at list i know that he is not an exticnt species....

Well today... i finally have work to do here at HP and on top of tht have a concept paper to write for india...:) looks like i got my hands tied...