Today is going to be a a day of tota maddness... I can already imagine me getting angry with amma for something or other that she is gonna be whining about, Suddenly don feel preety in the dress. Feels like i am gonna look like a hippo in the dress. Hais.. and he will be there ( mr smug married)..

nyway way too many things on my head today to think of him altough i know that i will think of him constantly and tht night will replay like a video rosak in my head till it wears off and dies without service.

need to get loads of stuff for the wedding ( for myself actually )

work is still stagnent as i still..... have not gt my employee ID. sad... but true..